第一名还是最后一名不重要，最重要的是有没有抵达终点。

I've been working like a zombie lately, not enough sleep at all for 2 weeks. Yeah, according to a friend and also a colleague, the very first "zombie" movie that was produced in the world, was actually not for the sake of scaring people and biting people. In fact it was actually to portrait the very living people in the city, living as good as a dead body without any meaningful purpose, living is for the sake of work and money. I was really amazed by this idea, zombies, and people, just right. Luckily, I'm not one of them. Never. Out of the zombie topic. I can't remember was watching drama or movie, it says, "No matter how busy you are, such things that are more busy then your heart never exist" It is so true, can't deny it one bit. No matter how busy I am, I just can't stop thinking bout the one that matters most in my heart. It is always on top of everything. Can't help it. But because of it, "just like a lightning strike inside my chest keeping me up at night", that's a good thing cuz I can work all night long. Need time, God knows how long. Work hard, play hard. Say cheers.

 Words don't have the power to hurt you. Unless, the person who said them means a lot to you

It's raining.

I've been dreaming a lot in my sleeps lately, making my eyes get tired easily in the day.
Trying to finish up something. A promise to myself to make something good, have stop doing it for quite some time, now is time to start again.

期望变无望

期望变无望，真的很痛，很sien，什么懒都不想做。工作的东西看都不想看。

还有一个礼拜就过年，这种心情烂到对过年没感觉。

在房间呆着，拼命loop歌，自给唱给自己听。心里一直很想冲出去外面，可是又没有目的地。

想抽烟，可是对自己发过誓要戒，虽然已没有意义。 有个朋友还说，“为她戒什么改什么这种东西的想法，错了 ！ 还错到很离谱 ！ 她们是不会为这种东西感动的，最多只是一点点罢了 ！改什么戒什么都是为自己做的，要做回自己最重要 ！”

Haiz。。。。 haiz。。。。

今天是她的生日，蛋糕前几天就定做了。 所以昨晚就随便送给了 在 Kepong K.Gallery - Moe De Cafe，穿着紧身旗袍 的美女服务生们。我还坦白地说，

“我失败了，这蛋糕没意义了，我拿着不懂要怎样好，就给你们吃吧。”

她接过蛋糕，增大眼睛看着我，不知怎么反应。 我也不等她反应，

“不用谢我啊，bye ！”


她在哪里，在做什么，我还是想知道。


知道自己做了个白痴，傻海，虽然结果是好像被刀插, 可是这就是我要做的东西,  这就是我。

我甘愿。


2012，来啊

我还是   Young， Wild， &   Free

Bye Bye。

31.12.3011

3.05pm, New Year Eve.

I'm sitting in my room, finished a book.  月老/红线 , by Gidden


I know where is she, no idea what is she doing.

Last night, wanted to call, but end up texting. I miss her voice.

Though she is not far away, just the other end of the city.

I'm such a coward.


2012 New Year resolution,
Be a man.
Quit smoking
Gain some weight. Some only.

Good Movie to Share

It's kinda funny story -



I like this movie, it is very inspirational.

We get educated in many sense, from any people.

Any age, male or female, living or dying, successful or a man of failure.


This movie just, simple yet awesome.

Think Picture Productions

Me, and Wee Kim Hock has started this team on making our ideas to moving pictures.

So far we are happy with our fun shoot !!

This 2 most recent piece we had team up with another friend back from Singapore ! "Sen Sen Gor" in facebook. And the videos is his idea !

Hope we will keep this going rapidly. 

2011 Jump

I've quit my full time job.

It was not easy at all making the decision, tender the great letter of resignation. I know i'm not ready- ready, but i'll be ready to face any challengers white i'm stepping into freelancing.

I'm 24 years old, I've tendered 2 times of resignation, will be no more. It feels really sucks when throwing the letter.

I wanna chase my dream ! Videography !


Close to you - "嫁衣" @ " Not Today ! " from DGyap on Vimeo.
A model shoot in Melaka Pulau Besar, Malaysia. Trash the dress concept.


Making Of - “嫁衣” @ "Not Today !" from DGyap on Vimeo.



City Night Escape from DGyap on Vimeo.
A cafe house off Jonker Street Melaka. Superb environment.

KL Typhoon

Something awesome happened at KL Sentral when i was taking photos at the Zen Cafe

搭车去柏林

Recently watched a documentary video series, "搭车去柏林", To Berlin By Thumb, about 2 guys from China, Beijing, taking a long trip from Beijing to Berlin, not flying but taking free road rides from the help of strangers all along the way. The main purpose is one of the guy wanted to meet his girlfriend in Berlin, and by this way he says, its meaningful and romantic. A very cun and meaningful series to watch.

Its very interesting watching how they go along in their journey, what people they met, how surprisingly a stranger, especially in those countries, would be so gracefully helped them, accompany them along and so on. 

The guy in specs who is the one who meeting his girlfriend in Berlin. Before the trip he quit his job, sold out almost everything he owned, and made a few backpacking trip and went through 42 countries around the world. While the other guy is an independent documentary film director and worked for National Geographic.
I watched this from PPS

Broga Hill................................................

Joined a trip to Broga Hill with Sum and Henry, along with Sum's sis and YY. The amount of crowd was really..... eye dropping. Traffic jam on the way up/down. Sien-ness,

look at the crowd................

 l

can i go home now......

Hey Ya !!! Broga go die !!

动态度

Went to a local bands concert last week, introduced by my colleague.

Cheong from Singapore playing keyboard





The band i like the most is "The Metaphor", can find them on http://www.facebook.com/themetaphor
And also good old band, 灰色地带 http://www.myspace.com/huisedidai
Other bands' tracks can be purchased from http://dongtaidu.blogspot.com/

Support them, their spirit inspired yours, their music bring up your soul.

Cannes Young Lion youtube contest

Participated in a youtube contest, making a short clip about water aid.
http://www.canneslions.com/young_lions/youtube_contest.cfm

Please support my video ! Like It !  Help me spread it too !

Pisang Fall

Went to Pisang Fall near Gombak highway with Sum, his bro and sis, and Henry. Quite a nice place to relax at the water fall, but the journey is a bit torturing to me. I was keeping looking at the ground along the way, to keep out leeches...... There were damn lot of leeches, luckily I was able to Defeat them before they climb up to don't know which part of my body and start sucking my blood.

Chapter 2010

Hi all
I'm proudly announcing I'm graduated. The one and only Convocation after 5 years of studying, once and for all. That's right, Yeah ! Haaaaappyyyyyyyy~~~~~~~

学生时代终于画下一个句点，完不完美，就不重要了。最重要是我的脑海里有了这么多张笑脸！

*this photo dono steal from who

Happy, yeah. But some other feelings are more over whelming than happiness. We all will be meeting up again, correct, but things will not be the same like before, not everyday, not every week, not every month, and not even every year,  for some of you, I guess.

ahh.....These thoughts are really hard to express man...

*Thanks for my buddy Chung Hua, Yeah !

Enough of tears. 

Lets share this nice music video of a band, OK GO, trust me this is incredible. 20 engineers, 30 crews worked on this spot. 60 takes, as you can see this is a 1 shoot take. After each take, 30 crews will resemble the sets, for about 1 hour. And they had been planning and setting for few months. Cool ?

More about the process here
http://gizmodo.com/5484736/how-ok-go-built-the-craziest-rube-goldberg-machine-yet

The life has started

wau..... since when i didn't come back to my blog. Been too busy in working... everyday back home already 9 or 10, after dinner, online for a while than go to bed on 12, and I have to work on this Sunday too. Although this is not the kind of life I'm looking for, not for anybody else for sure, but it has to be started like this, to have a very firm foundation and base, so that I can jump higher in the future. Am I comforting myself? hmmm..................
我也不想重重忙忙庸庸碌 碌活过一辈子，我只是想活得更好一点。我不抱怨现在的生活，我只相信它能让我走得更远。

The Europe trip post stucked here for quite some time... don't really have the passion to continue now. Everytime posting them up here, looking at the pictures always makes me smile, and the smile always activated my brain cells to flash back the beautiful, fun, awesome moments. I am trying not to look back too much cuz looking back too much will make me weak, harder to move on..... XD

Anyway........ life moved on

Move On

Will start working when November comes, ya..... finally got a job, with freaking low pay ! but at least i can c some potential of myself growing in this production house, at least a kick start ! just hope that it's not a bad one.

This is Vatican City, we didn't manage to get in to the building cuz they were doing some praying or what ritual inside. It was damn hot and everyone was queuing up.


we just took some pictures and walk to the next spot.



Colosseum ! it is really huge, majestic. and again we did not go in cuz it costs 17 euro for entry.






We did not follow the tour guide, so we missed few places, at the end we decided not to miss the wishing fountain, 5-6 of us quickly rushed there before dark.

throw a coin, make a wish. 1 day, we will be back, 1 day

we waited for the dark falls, we really glad that we came, it was so damn beautiful when the lights on.



wishing boat ?


hansom guys giving free hugs !! but no girls ! why !

check out my flickr to see all the pictures

Pizza Tower next. So........ let the glamorous slavery life starts

Europe.04

Please reply to my resume plsss...... say no also a reply.. 2 weeks already, come ooonnnnn

ok continue, we are in Rome now, and met with friends in Liverpool hostel who following another trip.


The place is full of statues, and I like this the most.



A very very big chapel





I've seen plenty of this kind of "cosplay" around UK and Europe, but this guy just impressed me the most. His costume, the backdrop, his face expression and acting, real good. Makes me think of some what Lord of The Ring character on the 1st sight.


This is quite a famous spot, name...... forgotten again... shop lots on the bridge, coffee shops and gold jewelries.






Next, Vatican City.